MANA-SAMA ALONG WITH MOI DIX MOIS IS GOING TO BE IN LOS ANGELES FROM SOMEWHERE BETWEEN JULY 2-5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I desperately want to go. My life will be fufilled. I will get to see God's masterpiece in action. *cry face*

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*edit: Friday, June 19th, 2009, 12:41 AM

1. Through Gloria's announcement, my genius plan, my god-brother of awesome, and T-chan's love and devotion, I am going to see Moi Dix Mois.

*small history: Mana-sama along with his previous band Malice Mizer were my first love of jrock. I could not have survived high school without them. Mana-sama was the creator of beauty in my world that was high school and it has always been one of my biggest dreams to see him.

2. Fabric hunting...was disappointing. I found good stuff and my wallet cries. It cries for me still because of the cost of plane tickets.

3. Me and T-chan decided to go see Mr. Turtle and Big Bertha that lived in the pond of doom. We fed the koi fish bread. They made cute noises. Mr. Turtle was the cutest of all.

4. Drove home stressed to the max at heat, people, and me getting sick. I go and look at plane tickets wondering on how I'm going to pull off this miracle of a stunt. I give up at one point in the search and my heart starts cracking into pieces. I check failbook and I about die of relief when the god brother of awesomeness gives me a phone call and says "I got yo' back". I tell him I love him. I somehow manage to pull off the stunt of the century and I start trying not to go into breakdown mode because I'm either relieved, intensely joyous, or just fucking stressed.

5. T-chan decides to sell off her books to get money. She then tells me that she has money coming in from another source. I worry a lot during the car trip because of her parents. She tells me that she's doing this for both of us. It's a good reason and I shut up. I explain how much this means to me and try not to sob. I tell her about why Mana-sama was my light of hope in high school (for those of you who know the story of my dumb high school, you understand, if you don't, you may ask)

6. I get home and confirm to mom that T-chan and I are going to go see the Lotus blossoms with her. I tell mom that I'm staying with said god brother of awesome. She approves.

7. Song I feel like expressing because I feel like a winner.

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Don't diss the song. It was my favorite as a kid. My first version was in Vietnamese. This is the more tolerable version for westerners.

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I really like the MV to this song. I love the video. It's the chinese opera voice (originally was an opera). I like the TV show too. So does my mother. I like the voice. Fuck you guys.

Translation of song:

Rushing waves, flowing waves
Thousand miles of the torrential river flows ceaselessly forever
Washed away the worldly affairs
Torrential mixing of the tidal currents
is it happiness? is it sorrow?

Hard to differentiate between happiness and sorrow in the waves
Success losing
Hard to see in the waves
Love you, hate you
Asked you if you know

Like a giant river, once distributed will not be withdrawn
Passed by in many bays
Passed by many beaches
Still not yet to suppress these struggles
Both happiness and sorrow

Unable to differentiate between them
Still wishing to overcome these waves
My heart has enough of those rises and falls
Still wishing to overcome these waves
My heart has enough of those rises and falls